Rain Rain RAIN!!!! it has been raining for coming to 2weeks. SYDNEY IS REALLY FLOODING!!! Cold!!!! BURRRRR...... raining during winter, COLD esp @ night. luckily i have a small heater and my beloved HOT WATER-BOTTLE! but i still keep the window open for good ventilation. this "good ventilation" i have been reading non-stop for animal husbandry. Good for chicken pans, pigs, etc... daddy is going on his holiday tml with his good friends since secondary sch days...we were comparing whose camera better,hahahah... more mega pixels and whose MP3 better, sony vs Apple i-pod! of course my apple better, but i lost to daddy as usual! ahhaha he is so funny and fast to come up with nonsense tt leave me lost for words! and i feel so happy when daddy and mummy are always joking&complaining@ each other-> it's true love from the heart. like daddy was saying he only has 1 pic. in his new camera, and it's mummy's pic. and the first pic. in mum's camera is also dad's pic. i really love my family, blessed with so many things tt i have. I LOVE YOU MUMMY+PAPA!!! AH BENG(quek) + "MY BF"(gen chua SAID BY QUEK - did i turn to lesbian without even knwing?) +BIG JO (passion mango girl) + SHAR called me.... i felt so touched esp when AH beng said that they missed me, and they were practicing for their weekly fri basketball inter-sch match.hahahha i so MISS those days when i sat in Quek's BUS!!!!!! Awwwww i miss you guys!
# posted by Jade at
12:01 AM
I'm still stuck here in the lib studying--> or should i say "trying to study" as my mind wonders ard @ times. sigh...so many many things to remember and practice! HOW TO FINISH!!! from last week to this week, i try to confine myself to the lib, luckily i live 10-15mins walk away from uni. tues-fri 11am-9pm. Gosh i am so mentally starting to get drained! my brain cells are currently on-leave la! how can they just "pang seh" me like tt knowing tt i need them the most. @ least i had 2 days of CHAR KUAY TEOW!!!! gosh, so ex la. $9 for 1 plate. and the 1st time hazel&i didn't know, we ordered 1 extra egg! that egg was GOLDEN EGG MAN!!!!!!!!!! $1.50 for an egg! WTH!!!!!!!!!!! why why why is it that i 放不下(fang bu xia) the past. my mind still reflects back to "if i made the right choice" not the uni but the friends... i can't forget the friendships which i tied upond the rope to my heart. when i see the present days and how they are doing, my heart sinks like i made a tore on my own flesh. It was a pain that was self-done, my decision... i envy how i no longer experience that nieve, innocent and pure friendships... Being torn into the two parts, what can i do? jade, what can you do? nothing.... get back to studying for the exams then...i need daddy and mummy's hugs now!!!
# posted by Jade at
3:55 PM
